I'm so tired of trying...I've been fighting foreclosure now for a few years..I guess I've been lucky in delaying it at least this far..its been 3 years since I've made a payment..my business went downhill and I can't find work..I'm trying every option available to me to try and keep my house, but time is getting shorter..the worst thing is when the sheriff sale comes I have nowhere to go..my kids and my dogs too, no one will rent to me I have terrible credit, no money for deposits or anything..no relatives to ask for help..its a major project just getting food for dinner right now..everyday I try to sell something else to get food money..I never had to ask anyone for help...everyone used to come to me to help them..I don't know what to do anymore..I have a car thats worth about $200 welfare said sell the car and they will help with food...are they kidding me? how will I ever get a job with no car?

my mtg company, as a last resort, said they will accept 3 payments, 3 months straight on time a forebearance agreement. thats 6,000 a month for 3 months straight..it may as well be a million right now..I know this is a help board but I had to vent somewhere..any suggestions or prayers would be greatly appreciated..im ready to give my ex the kids and just live in my car with the dogs..im so depressed and overwhelmed right now..every dollar ive ever made went into this house and when they take it, its 12 years of working all for nothing, i'll have nothing left, how can this be happening.